Howdy Folks,
I wrote this story yesterday in the barn with Kessy, Saturday and Miss kitty. Some folks say horses don't remember. I know they do ... I've listened to their stories ... I posted Pt 1 yesterday.. (HERE) ... I hope you enjoy Pt 2 -
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| Writing with Kessy & Saturday |
When Hearts Open -Pt 2
Holly understands
now why Megan had hugged her so tightly that day. Why she cried so hard into
her mane that tears ran down her neck. It was the first time Holly had heard,
"goodbye." That day she could not understand what it meant. She
knew Megan's heart was breaking, because they understood each other, but Holly
could not understand the sadness. When they led her to the trailer, it was a
strange man and a strange trailer. Are we going to a show? Where is Megan? As
they closed the door Holly screamed and pawed. "Where are you Megan?"
she screamed. The trailer lurched as they drove away. Holly screamed and
screamed, but Megan never came.
When she stepped
from the trailer Holly found herself in another new world, new smells, sounds
and sights. But it was not a show she had gone to, and still there was no
Megan. From the trailer to another tiny dark place she now knew people called
stalls; she had seen plenty of stalls at the shows with Megan. This one was
like the one long ago at the training place. At first her heart jumped. Were
her old friends here? But no, all these horses were strangers. Who later would
become friends, but that first day, Holly was just alone, and scared. Where was
Megan? She missed Megan. What had she done wrong that had made Megan go away?
She tried to understand, but could not. She called for Megan until her sides
hurt.
The people at the
new place were nice and even took Holly to shows. Her new rider, a strong young
man was a good rider and confident, but he never took the time to understand
her. He demanded Holly do her duties, and she did, and they won ribbons as
before, but there was hollowness to it. She missed Megan. For a long time
whenever a truck stopped by the barn she whinnied for Megan. At every show
Holly looked for Megan.
Every few years
Holly would say goodbye to new friends she'd made, to move on to another new
world. New horse friends were always happy to welcome her, but she learned over
the years not to open her heart to them. While she learned to understand it,
she never learned to like it. She hated each time saying goodbye to her
friends. She remembers each of them. She had a life full of making new friends,
and even learned she could help her new riders master the art of riding and
winning ribbons. There came a day when Holly began to wonder why there were not
as many shows. Where had the fun and excitement gone? It seemed everyone now
wanted more of her. More flash, more speed. So many different riders, each with
more and confusing demands.
She tried to
understand, but long days in the dusty ring with many different riders made her
back hurt. Her mouth was sore, and her ribs. She loved to teach children to
ride, but too much, too many now. She felt her legs go weak, then crashed to
the dirt. People ran to her, pushed and shoved, pulled on the reins, but her
tired legs needed to rest. She had been careful to fall in a way not to hurt
her young rider, but he was angry anyway.
Most of her time
now was spent in a new tiny dark place. Almost never out in the sun. Never
brushed or bathed. What had she done? She missed Megan. She missed Megan's
hugs.
Her legs were
tired all the time now. And she was hungry. Her skin itched. She tried to tell
them to turn her out in the big field, she needed the sun. She knew she was too
tired for a show now anyway, but the sun would warm her skin. She nickered when
they opened the big doors and a few yellow streaks forced their way to her dark
stall. The people did not understand and yelled for her to "shut-up"
… "Please turn me out," she pleaded.
"She's got
to go." Holly heard the big man say. "You either take her, or she
goes to the auction. She's worth nothing to nobody!" It was hard for her
to remember how long she'd been here, at the hungry place. But it was very hard
to remember not being hungry. Somehow hearing him say that confused her.
Then she saw her.
A woman walking up the aisle toward her stall looked so familiar. Holly
remembered the happy stride. She tried to whinny, but coughed instead.
"Megan? My old fiend Megan?" Her heart raced, even her legs stopped
hurting. How wonderful, Megan has come to me after all this long time!
When the woman
reached for her, Holly realized she was not Megan. Holly looked past her,
perhaps Megan was behind her … no one else came. "Hi beautiful," the
woman said. "They tell me your name is Holly. I'm Carol and honored to
meet you!"
It was a hard job
walking into the trailer. The ramp seemed so steep. Not like the years before
going to the shows when she danced up into the trailers. But if they were going
to a show, she would give it her all, and step lively as she could. She didn't
feel the old excitement, but getting outside feeling the sun on her back pepped
her up a little. Carol took each step slowly with Holly, and Holly felt the
warmth of Carol's heart. It reminded her of Megan.
This new world
reminded Holly of times so long ago. Stepping off the trailer, Carol was there
to steady her. She asked nothing of her, and waited quietly as Holly moved
slowly, stiffly from the trailer to her very own grass paddock. And look, fresh
hay under the tree. Good hay, sweet hay. Settling in was easy here. Carol made
sure there was always plenty of fresh hay and water. She often she sat with
her, and told her stories. Every morning Carol visited, but Holly worried about
opening her heart, and for a long time, kept her distance. But Carol kept
coming, talking, hugging and brushing. Holly's legs grew strong once again, as
strong as the tug on her heart. Finally, after many weeks, Holly knew it was
not only safe, but important to open her heart again.
Holly lay in the
sun close to her other new friends in the big field. The strength now back in
her legs after months of never being hungry, she knew any moment now Carol
would come out to the field to check on them. Carol was easy to understand,
like Megan. There were no tiny dark places here only new friends, big fields
and sunshine. And a little work. Holly's new job was helping horses to once
again open their hearts. A job she understands.
On quiet warm
days Holly still thinks of Megan, remembers their romps together. Sometimes
she'll nicker, hoping she'll hear.
Gitty Up ~ Dutch
Henry
